February 2012
7 posts
moonandmoon:
There is no insurmountable solitude. All paths lead to the same goal: to convey to others what we are. And we must pass through solitude and difficulty, isolation and silence in order to reach forth to the enchanted place where we can dance our clumsy dance and sing our sorrowful song - but in this dance or in this song there are fulfilled the most ancient rites of our conscience in...
January 2012
7 posts
i don’t use the accident because i deny the accident
– jackson pollock
December 2011
6 posts
december
i haven’t really slept in two days. been kicking the piles of raked leaves on campus out of spite. not even spite. mostly joy. but then i feel bad for the people paid to organize these piles. i’m sorry, all you unblinking men with your funny four wheels. i have promised myself against order. family keeps asking what i want for christmas & i feel like it is not a good idea to say oh...
November 2011
16 posts
sometimes
i think about dressing like a boy and wandering around town. i’d drawn on a mustache and be really serious about it. when people laugh, i’d look hurt.
thereness & almost thereness
i took a bus from new york city to boston and we were shrouded in snow the whole way. coming from the south, snow always looks unreal to me. like a movie set. or rather a window display at christmas.
i tried to write but the scene seemed too big just then. i didn’t know what i wanted and on long trips i am happy not to know.
maybe there is no world of undivided light just the impossible...
October 2011
8 posts
things i want to do
i want to walk on a frozen lake i want to learn to play chess i want to catch a really big fish i want to go on a long distance train ride with one other person i want to walk naked through a garden i want to do a flawless charleston i want to kiss the backs of someone’s knees i want to be really good at mixing drinks i want to share a perfect silence i want to win a fight
September 2011
7 posts
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